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awwwwwww…………I’d forgive you!

[Anonymous]

True Love will always find it’s way home

Now stop being such a wuss about it

I have walked down that lonely road on occassion, so let’s try to cheer you up a bit, or possibly depress you even more

I woke up one day and my sunshine had gone away
I let her to go and make her own way
I could’ve stopped it and made her stay
Without her my days slowly turned to grey

Darkness surrounded me and it felt like there was no hope
Then my brother appeared and threw me a rope
Should i wrap it around my neck and die like a dope
Or pull myself up and find a new hope

I lit a fire to burn in her place
I needed some light to see my own face
I know now that all that i need is inside of me
I just needed to see it so that i could be free

So my sunshine is gone
Let her shine for another
I don’t mind cuz i know he’s my brother
I still think of her now even though she’s a mother

The darkness has become a friend to thee
And all the light i need burns inside of me
My weakness has become my greatest strength
And my warmth has turned to bitter cold

I am now the man i always wanted to be
And my sunshine is the one who did this for me
I understand now what has happened to me
And there is no joy that can compare to a man that is free

I am that man and forever that i shall be
The demons have been lifted for all of eternity
When you see me smiling in the dark you need not question why
Just know that i am complete and feeling very high

The pain that she left me is no longer there
It is now my great strength born of despair
Remembering the sun shining on her hair
What do i feel when it’s no longer there

Miss her i do quite frequently
The feel of her touch is what did it for me
That touch so soft caressing elegantly
The magic potion for a hardass like me

Will i feel it again i do not know
If it’s meant then it will be so
I still love her i prey that she know
Even if she’s a ho

I now walk this road alone so there is no one to blame
If i fall on my face let me suffer in my shame
But fall i will not, no never again
I’ve been down that road and it is nothing but pain

Draw from my strength
Let it fill up your veins
Don’t be a fool
Learn from my pains

You will be the better man once the smoke is clear
Climb atop the mountain and look for me, i will be near
If you fall off that mountain, do not have fear
Just climb it again, but bring better gear

Know that the love you feel comes from inside of you
If your first love did not want it then go on to number two
Let those who get your gifts truly appreciate them
For if they do not you are better off without them

Born alone in a world that’s cold and bare
I will die when my god decides it is fair
Let those who pained me pain me no more
And if they dare try i’ll show them the door

My time is now, now and forever
Thinking otherwise might not be so clever
Just try to stop me if you dare
I will always rise above the air

For my sunshine i waited and now i am hated
So let her suffer in this mess she created
Let her feel my pain she left when we dated
Watch the light grow dim as my sunshine is faded

Mercy i haven’t for those who made me this way
Put on your helmets cuz i’m coming out to play
To hell with my sunshine, let her turn gay
If my touch was so bad then move far away

I am the strength that you could never be
So get on your knees and worship me
Your place in this world is all up to me
Learn it fast and act accordingly

My parting thoughts of a love that is no more
A date with both a virgin and a whore
Let this sickness find the door
Pure is my soul, but yours is no more

I am the victor as i knew it would be
Yet my sunshine still cannot see
My door is now closed
Stand out in the cold and count to three

Just don’t wait for me to return
My love now is one that will burn
Right through your soul you will feel
Never forget what makes me real

Just peace the fuck out there baby
You are the great weight i was forced to carry
So find someone else with whom to marry
That proposition i find quite scary

Amen

How’s that, you should take a walk through my mind sometimes, it’s not a nice place

[Anonymous]

nick, your mind doesn’t seem to be such a bad place. Time is also a broken hearts ally. Bitterness, is a common thread in these types of poems, but actually writing these are very helpful in moving on.

Strange things have happened since I have let My World read that poem I wrote.
She quotes me and over analizes, and is sad with tears
So I have left our home, for who knows, weeks, months, or even years
We talked when I got there, and she seemed so sad
When she heard where I went, she became bitter and mad
I left the pain behind, so I could give her some space
But that didn’t work for her, because she didn’t like the place
Or the person I’m staying with, though now I’m feeling alive
After listening to her CDs, while on a ten hour drive
I’d get glossy eyed, cause every song now makes me sad
I wanted to turn around at every exit, but never did, so it’s just too bad
When I arrived at that place, where I was healed in the past
A mother and father figure, and another lover that didn’t last
They offered me some peace, and a shoulder to cry
We talked for three days and I don’t even know why
They even cared how I was, and we caught up on past years
Talking for hours and hours, never shedding more tears

I have found myself again, thanks to an old girl from the past
Who reminded me that I’m a great person, so pull it together fast
She’s not that same person who was just a girl back then
She’s a woman now and a mom, and the past you should send
Those hard feelings behind you, and be strong for your baby
What happened to her now, she seems like such a different lady
She says there’s a bigger picture now, and the needs of your child
Do you leave her behind? Or save her from a mother gone wild?
Should I head home and dwell in the past?
Or get my balls back, and go kick some ass?
By kicking some ass, I don’t mean a fist fight
But as a baby daddy, I must pursue my rights
I must save my little angel, and be in her life
Even though me and her mom might never be husband and wife

Now where this is going, I don’t have a clue
But baby momma I warn you, My rights I’ll persue
You might change your mind soon, or maybe too late
But the child of ours should not pay the stakes
You now have a chance to do what is right
But if your not ready, prepare for the fight
I have new life in me now that I have become sober and clean
So get it together quick, because it’s business that I mean!

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