True Love will always find it’s way home
Now stop being such a wuss about it
I have walked down that lonely road on occassion, so let’s try to cheer you up a bit, or possibly depress you even more
I woke up one day and my sunshine had gone away
I let her to go and make her own way
I could’ve stopped it and made her stay
Without her my days slowly turned to grey
Darkness surrounded me and it felt like there was no hope
Then my brother appeared and threw me a rope
Should i wrap it around my neck and die like a dope
Or pull myself up and find a new hope
I lit a fire to burn in her place
I needed some light to see my own face
I know now that all that i need is inside of me
I just needed to see it so that i could be free
So my sunshine is gone
Let her shine for another
I don’t mind cuz i know he’s my brother
I still think of her now even though she’s a mother
The darkness has become a friend to thee
And all the light i need burns inside of me
My weakness has become my greatest strength
And my warmth has turned to bitter cold
I am now the man i always wanted to be
And my sunshine is the one who did this for me
I understand now what has happened to me
And there is no joy that can compare to a man that is free
I am that man and forever that i shall be
The demons have been lifted for all of eternity
When you see me smiling in the dark you need not question why
Just know that i am complete and feeling very high
The pain that she left me is no longer there
It is now my great strength born of despair
Remembering the sun shining on her hair
What do i feel when it’s no longer there
Miss her i do quite frequently
The feel of her touch is what did it for me
That touch so soft caressing elegantly
The magic potion for a hardass like me
Will i feel it again i do not know
If it’s meant then it will be so
I still love her i prey that she know
Even if she’s a ho
I now walk this road alone so there is no one to blame
If i fall on my face let me suffer in my shame
But fall i will not, no never again
I’ve been down that road and it is nothing but pain
Draw from my strength
Let it fill up your veins
Don’t be a fool
Learn from my pains
You will be the better man once the smoke is clear
Climb atop the mountain and look for me, i will be near
If you fall off that mountain, do not have fear
Just climb it again, but bring better gear
Know that the love you feel comes from inside of you
If your first love did not want it then go on to number two
Let those who get your gifts truly appreciate them
For if they do not you are better off without them
Born alone in a world that’s cold and bare
I will die when my god decides it is fair
Let those who pained me pain me no more
And if they dare try i’ll show them the door
My time is now, now and forever
Thinking otherwise might not be so clever
Just try to stop me if you dare
I will always rise above the air
For my sunshine i waited and now i am hated
So let her suffer in this mess she created
Let her feel my pain she left when we dated
Watch the light grow dim as my sunshine is faded
Mercy i haven’t for those who made me this way
Put on your helmets cuz i’m coming out to play
To hell with my sunshine, let her turn gay
If my touch was so bad then move far away
I am the strength that you could never be
So get on your knees and worship me
Your place in this world is all up to me
Learn it fast and act accordingly
My parting thoughts of a love that is no more
A date with both a virgin and a whore
Let this sickness find the door
Pure is my soul, but yours is no more
I am the victor as i knew it would be
Yet my sunshine still cannot see
My door is now closed
Stand out in the cold and count to three
Just don’t wait for me to return
My love now is one that will burn
Right through your soul you will feel
Never forget what makes me real
Just peace the fuck out there baby
You are the great weight i was forced to carry
So find someone else with whom to marry
That proposition i find quite scary
Amen
How’s that, you should take a walk through my mind sometimes, it’s not a nice place