thanks Axe,
ya your right.
actually its a violation of my probation to get caught in a place serving alcohol …. so if I do go and something happens … if i’m caught there I am in big big t rouble.
if not for that; ….. I’d be there for sure. Still not sure how i”ll play it but I keep thinking that I’ve got to get used to this….
Hi S,
ya he heard it from me but water off a ducks back.
and if there’s anybody who knows about being in the wrong place at the wrong time its me lol.
Lane doesn’t recognize that fact however ….and for a reason. I tried to keep that part of my life away from him. Now I recognize that was a mistake.
anyhow….. you didn’t answer …. are you going?
I’m quite frankly in a quandry. I know I have to let go …know if something happens and I’m recognized as being there …. I’m sunk. yet he’s the love of my life …. and so ….
all that said: I probably won’t go. I made him promise to call me once he’s out of there and safely on the way home . I guess that’s the best I can exepct.
S.
my reply to mom.
…sigh. going to be a long night.
anyhow .. thanks man.