Hey Guy i just read this and it makes me feel pretty good knowing someone thought of me. I am not in good shape right now and its such a shock to me cause 2 months ago I stopped smoking and started eating so well. I was feeling decent. I was starting to really take care of health and exercise.
For a while I have been feeling ill – but it was pretty vague and i figured it was just stress. Being an affiliate these days has been stressful cause of Panda/Penguin and the $$$$ is just not as good as it was a year or more ago – we of course took a 50% drop and i was trying to work hard to get it back.
Anyways i have various symptoms that warranted me doing several medical tests. SO far i have had as follows
1. dozens of blood tests
2. MRI – spine (may do brain later)
3. EMG study – Nuerologist
4. Several Cardiac tests – ekg/stress testing/echocarigram
5. UltraSounds – Pelvic/abdomen/liver..
And of course some other tests I have forgotten the names.
I have been to the doctors so many days now and my head is spinning – I am terrified what they may find. Really worried about nuero muscular stuff or MS.
Coupled with that my Father – oh man i do not know how much longer he has and i am trying to help him and its so hard. He is almost blind now along with 2x cancers.
I just the world crushing down on me and afraid of whats next. Its as if I am afraid to wake up the next day – and its starting to become debilitating to the point I just have to sleep it off. Just a really lonely dark place right now.
Anyways i know a few people have been wondering about me so figured i would post that much.
Sorry for those who have tried to contact me and i have not responded.