Dom,
Like everyone above I am so truly sorry for your loss of your husband. Its times like these we all need to appreciate life and take a step back and consider what is important in life.
As i said in my PM if you ever need anything please let me know. You have helped this industry probably more then anyone I know to date at various times and now its time for support from the community for yourself. Please if there is anything you need reach out.
May your husband rest in peace!