freecc,
i am so sorry the world can be so rotten. i am crying for you and your family, i can’t imagine how you made it through and are still coping, it has to be devestating.
i wish i was in better financial order so i could reach out to you, but you will always be in my thoughts now, and please, if you need a friend or someone to talk to, i am here.
god bless, and may some kind of luck come your way and make up for this tragedy.
pat