My friend.
I know you’re ready and willing to get out…. but rather than take my lead…. which would be run…. 
take dr’s advice….. you have built a time/ life postion where you can afford the right decision.
think of yourself for a change. take MD’s advice…. …. that said …. please offer same advice if I’m ever in same positon…. you can laugh at me later (for not taking own advice) …..
still in my prayers.