I hear ya 
and haven’t given up by a long run. In fact I at every request… test out things for CR … do everything in my ability to be of help.
so I know I’m doing my share …..
but there comes a time when you have to face reality of a situation and trust me …….. my recent last month . and this … of income …… is one hell of a reality …
kind of like waking up and realizing your french kissing the back side of your cat……. 