It will do you lots of good getting out of this crap.
I have two boys 12 and 5 and being a dad is the best ever! Not to mention making them!!!!
I cant say I have been happy with CR but you did seem to try your best working for them and explaining them away. No need to roll with snakes any longer my friend. A good heart you must have 
Tell them to turn my account back on to one that makes me money before you go hahaha j/k!
We almost had a great night in vegas and now I wish we would have hung out and got to know each other better. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you plan to do from here. Now go make some babys!
Mark