I don’t know Greek, reading some of your stuff lately is like reading a Chinese menu high on mushrooms
A year ago you came on here asking total newbie questions and now you’re the master hacker cracker
This is what i think
When you devote so much time to one thing, you’re mind becomes absorbed in it, creating this paranoid dementia, that is not real, but in your mind it is, then you start thinking thoughts and imagining things that aren’t real, you speak but nobody understands you, you float to the outer perimeters of your mind, you are no longer part of the group, but on the outside looking in.
The thirst for knowledge can be deadly to quench, some things are just better left for others to figure out
Take it easy, everything in life is about going in circles, don’t let it get you down, rid yourself of addiction and you’ll be fine