Captain….
I have been watching the stats on this forum and see that this post has barely been viewed…guess no one is around this evening.
I would never just call a stranger out of the blue, but your October posts have haunted me since I first read them. So, I called ya… nice lady answered, I asked if The Captain was in (having no clue what your name might be), but she was bewildered – so I thanked her and hung up.
I am an affiliate-in-training and could not for the life of me have an intelligent affiliate conversation with you.
But I get the feeling you were not necessarily wanting to talk gambling…
I was widowed when I was 26, and am now on the verge of losing my beloved daughter. I know you are hurting incredibly. It is the loneliest feeling in the world. No one can possibly know your excruciating pain. And there are no words that will help you feel better.
But hang in there…please! I have been around these forums enough to know that you have great friends that care very much for you. I don’t even know you and I find myself wondering how you are doing!
Try to think how badly Jessica would feel to know that you are suffering so much. She would want you to carry on, to find some way to have a little joy back in your life.
And talk to her always! Tell her about events in your life, tell her how much you miss and love her. Throw a kiss at her photograph every time you pass it.
She would love that so much!
I hope your evening brings many friends and great conversation. Forgive me for writing to you about something so personal – please consider me at least your friend in grief.
Comfort and peace an strength to you, my friend!
Andrea