Well you are for sure not alone on that one. If you read his blogs and stuff you will be amazed. Microsoft keeps bothering him to go work for them, so do many other large companies. If you keep reading eventually you will come across something very useful. For example, he has been bitchin since 2000 about the exploit in windows firewall.
A real person who acheived so much without being motivated by money but rather truth.
In any case, if you master just 1% of his information you will be better off. In our world knowledge is power, but is something not to be exploited.
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