Thanks everyone for comforting me in my time of sorrow …
Yes, I averaged pretty close to the same amount for three years that in itself always was an enigma to me, but I was content with getting the check at the end of the month.
At the time I was working in an architects office making another healthy check at the end of each month. I left that job in March of this year to do this full time when things started picking up thanks to a few honest programs 
I will keep you all updated by posting my stats at the end of each month at least over the next 3-4 months. If I remain at zero/negative over the next three months after averaging 1400 for three straight years I dont know what I’ll do – I know what Id do if someone broke into my home and stole 17,000 from me and thats what they are stealing from me in yearly profits.
I should note that I added Vegas Affiliates in October after this all came about and already I am making more than my CR average with steady growth each month.
Again thanks everyone – Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!