What I want pretty much changes from the day, or by the moment, depending on where I’m at in life and whether or not my goals have changed recently.
Keeping it basic, I want a good life for five beautiful kids, I want the rent paid on time, I don’t want to ever see another shut off notice again. I want college for my kids, I want to own a house someday.
Dreaming a little bigger:
I’d love to own a little coffee shop, maybe several, I’d like to own rental property. I love being home with my kids, I have that already.
I’d like to be able to financially support a bunch of people that I already emotionally support, enough to bring them a weird bit of independance because I am a week person, that sucks at being mean enuff to ask them to go and find them their own independance. Both emotionally and financially.
I’d like to meet a lot of the people I do business, most of them, just for hugs n hello’s .. a couple for tar and chicken feathers.
Dreaming Real Big:
I want it all. Someone to drive me everywhere, because I have troubles with hanging on to a drivers license very long. A big house, a pool and bar be que’s. I want to eat Chinese food in China, whether or not Prof’s news articles say it’s healthy 
I want to die in my house, not in a warehouse for the elderly (nursing home).
I want to be the eccentric free spirited person that I am, with enuff money that I wont care if people judge me.
Most urgently, I want to wrap my adhd brain around this damn php code that has been giving me headaches for two days 
LadyH
PS – Perfect timing Nick..
I came down here to the free for all section all pissed off and looking for a nice place to vent, saw your name, thought, Nick likes to vent a lot, let’s see what he has to fuel my anger… instead, you got me back on track, reminded me to let it go, and keep a future in mind