You all have a very businesslike approach to things, but not me, i like to believe there is some greater purpose, some great battle that must be won, and it is my destiny to take part in it
As odd as that may sound
I often wonder about my ancestors that lived hundreds of years ago, how did they live, what was their life like, were they happier people, i think they were happier, and was the world a better place, i bet it was that too, so what can i do to somehow restore order and make things better, not just for me but for everyone i like, not like some saint or anything but in the big picture you are judged by what you did to make things better, i want my soul to remain free of guilt for all of eternity, i want to face myself and stare right into my own eyes and feel myself fill with this great power because i am better than all those who never gave a fuk about anything other than themselves
Everything in my life has led me to something else, like some wizard on a magical journey i gather all i find and put it inside of me and it makes me a better person, i found myself here, who knows why, perhaps just to meet one person who can inspire me, i don’t know, i don’t think about it too much.
But i want to know the answers, i want to know everything, i don’t believe what i’ve been told and what i’m being told, i know this world is not perfect but why not at least try to make it perfect, what harm is there in that, nobody does anything, except for the Americans, they just do the wrong thing, i will not allow myself to give up and live without hope
The world needs a vision, and i have it, and that is what i want to put into place, it is the ultimate dream of mine, yet i find myself still quite far away from achieving this, still i go on hoping that the path i am walking will lead me to where i want to go.
Sounds corny eh, u should come take a step into my mind for a day, u will never be the same.
Anyway, those are all nice things you mentioned but most of you have already attained them or are very close to it, there’s gotta be something else that motivates you.
I mean yes i would like to live on a tropical island with a harem of pretty girls, of course, but there has to be more, i can’t just sit and watch the world die and all the things i like dissapear, it just doesn’t feel right, yes i am a psycho 100%, but that’s besides the point, who is making decisions for the future on my behalf, what gives them the right, who the fuk ever told u that u could speak for me, i want to know, i want to get what i need and make things right.
That is my obtuse mentality for seeking this great power, it is pure vengeance in it’s truest form, somebody has to pay for a lifetime of slavery, and we are all slaves in the big picture, we all sacrifice doing the things that bring us true hapiness in order to survive, and that is just wrong, no person should ever have to worry about where they will sleep, what they will eat, etc
It is my intention to hunt down those responsible and have them face me
Perhaps there is no place for my kind, but if i go down it will be with a big gun in my hand you can be sure, i just can’t help feeling this way, there are millions like me who for whatever reason have this urge, this feeling that something just ain’t right
If you think about it logically, most of our ancestors fought like hell, even recently in WWII, and we were bred to fight, so why are we being lulled to sleep these past few years, what happened, did we all decide to get along, i don’t remember agreeing to that, we’re all gonna put down our guns and trust eachother with our lives, WTF, i don’t know, i have this eery feeling.
Anyway, now that you’re convinced i’m a psycho, that is the motivation behind my idea of world dominance, not just to kick the crap out of those who got it comin, but to put it all to an end once and for all and make things right.
There has to be something more you all want, you must be curious about something, what about the origin of life, or mysteries of the past, people search for things instictively, what are you all searching for, if you don’t know then how will you know when you find it, i’m curious, i don’t wanna hear the same nice house etc stuff, i want to know what you really want, i find it interesting stuff, the weirder the better.
Cmon somebody show me some creative flare, escape from reality and jump into fantasy land. Make a wish