Hey Captain always a true friend. Loss is tough, the constant memories flowing through your viens must be overwhelming at times. But let this not blind you from the beautiful life that still can be lived.
For me my own personal loss occurred in 2000. I had many projects on the go and was quite content in pushing forward with programming. After the tragic event it took me four years to even be in the same room with a P.C
Four years of complete misery. One day I woke up and things just seemed a little different. I could actually taste food, the flowers smelt nice, and I realized my daughter would like me to start living again. I dusted off my work area and began living again.
Day by day Captain slow and steady, you and your family still have a beautiful life to live. I don’t think my own daughter would like to see me unhappy and not follow my dreams.
All the best Captain and family.
Love ya
greek39