Well… I am going to give myself a few days to reflect on this, cry of course I already did a few times.
Right now I am going to goto this old biker bar I used to hang out at when I had little to nothing.. Get fucking wasted and have someone call a cab…
Then come home and smoke a phat one in my new apartment I was so happy about getting. Be pissed till I pass out and try to make it through this thing the next few days.
Things can be worse as cap has pointed out here but as hard as I try to not let all of this get to me I cant.
E-GROUP-hug (mmm…..)