Hi Int,
I’ll mention you next talk with the Big Guy upstairs.
Sorry to hear of your continued bad fortune. Hang in there, none of it will mean shit to you in a 100 yrs.
what can I say? always the optimist 
kidding aside, I’ll keep a good thought for ya.
Consider how much worse things would be right now if the test had gone the other way. I can tell you’re somebody that although not flesh and blood relative to the child, would have taken on the challenge as if so: with that thought in mind, if the test came back favorable towards healthy, then you’ve dodged the biggest bullet of them all with a clean get away. That’s worth a lot.
S.