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I’ve been chatting to the great man on private messages, I’m pretty sure he posted more recent then that. He has been pretty much head down, tail up launching site and working on his network.
One of the hardest working guys I know in the industry.
Damnit! I heard Steve got kidnapped by Aliens and had unspeakable experiments performed on him – in fact last I heard he was curled up in the fetal position and claiming he feels dirty….lol
My only real hope from it all was that he would become a better adversary at the poker table but alas it is not to be…
I heard he’d fallen down Alice’s hole and was last seen drinking tea with a rabbit in a BIG top hat!
Hey Guy i just read this and it makes me feel pretty good knowing someone thought of me. I am not in good shape right now and its such a shock to me cause 2 months ago I stopped smoking and started eating so well. I was feeling decent. I was starting to really take care of health and exercise.
For a while I have been feeling ill – but it was pretty vague and i figured it was just stress. Being an affiliate these days has been stressful cause of Panda/Penguin and the $$$$ is just not as good as it was a year or more ago – we of course took a 50% drop and i was trying to work hard to get it back.
Anyways i have various symptoms that warranted me doing several medical tests. SO far i have had as follows
1. dozens of blood tests
2. MRI – spine (may do brain later)
3. EMG study – Nuerologist
4. Several Cardiac tests – ekg/stress testing/echocarigram
5. UltraSounds – Pelvic/abdomen/liver..
And of course some other tests I have forgotten the names.I have been to the doctors so many days now and my head is spinning – I am terrified what they may find. Really worried about nuero muscular stuff or MS.
Coupled with that my Father – oh man i do not know how much longer he has and i am trying to help him and its so hard. He is almost blind now along with 2x cancers.
I just the world crushing down on me and afraid of whats next. Its as if I am afraid to wake up the next day – and its starting to become debilitating to the point I just have to sleep it off. Just a really lonely dark place right now.
Anyways i know a few people have been wondering about me so figured i would post that much.
Sorry for those who have tried to contact me and i have not responded.
MS isn’t necessarily all that bad – I have a close friend who has lived with it for 40some years. She travels and lives a normal life – just takes some meds and drops the occasional plate. So she’s made it a hobby to go to fleamarkets and pick up strange plates – you should look in her cupboards, lol. It’s a treasure trove.
I hope it turns out you are just fine… Re. your dad, so sad, it happens to all of us eventually. Just make sure he know that you remember x,y, and z that you did together, that sort of thing. Knowing that you are appreciated gives a lot of strength…
Keep us posted….
Hey Stevie,
Sorry to hear your going through a rough patch! I am sure it will get better eventually, you just got to hang in there. You know what I have gone through and I’m still kicking – the big thing is to remain positive, have your moments by all means but then say F^&K Y$% and keep fighting brother!!!
Hope your Dad starts to do better as well.
Anything you need Steve.. you let me know. Got your front and back.
Thanks guys just trying to hang on here. I do not think I have felt so dark before. Thanks for all the support.
Very sorry to hear about the personal events that have been taking place Steve. If I or the CAP community can do anything to help you, please be sure to let us know. We are all there for you.
